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Sunday, August 11, 2013
Time is fleeting you say, When I grabbed your hand you turned away, We chased after the sun and the fading light of day. We watched the broken shards slip away. Hold me close, Til I hit the ground. Heaven knows, that the only sound... Is my heartbeat like a hummingbird Hear my heartbeat like a like a hummingbird. Like a hummingird But no matter how I try, You still won't look me in the eye. Are you afraid that you'll fall into the darkness that is inside? Whilst my arms are open wide. Hold me close, Til I hit the ground. Heaven knows, that the only sound... Is my heartbeat like a hummingbird Hear my heartbeat like a like a hummingbird. Like a hummingird Wednesday, April 18, 2012
We've come so far only to get nowhere. You see nothing in me but rage and hate. As if my only purpose in life was to hurt and embarras you. I have nothing left, no hope. You have dried me up. I wish so hard that you could have held my hand a bit tighter and spoken highly of me.. or just spoken good things about me, to me just a bit more. My heart begs for it. I'm dying and you don't even understand. I think my heart's is giving up. When can I have my peace? Wednesday, June 01, 2011
I knew when I sat in my car tonight, I knew the night I told you my nephew was born. Hell, I probably knew the night I sobbed my heart out and you didn't bat an eyelash or even bother to look at me. I knew that one day your rationality would become you. You made a hundred promises you never kept, or planned to keep I'm sure. When you cried out to me all the things you would do to keep me in your life and that wasn't rational then. And I shouldn't have believed you. I don't know how two people can co-exist in this world who are completely different where it truly matters. At least co-exist together. You wanted to leave me once already, and other times I'm sure you have never spoken of. I was never right for you. You were never right for me. It has been years coming but I think it's time. I'm so old now, all I can hope is that the inevitable cancer will eat me up and leave my husk to dry as though I was never here. I never did accomlish anything meaningful anyway. Monday, March 07, 2011
Monday, November 29, 2010
Sometimes I think you deserve to be lonely. And when you become the other you, I wish I were dead. I'm so tired of expecting you to be you, or at least the good person I once knew you to be. But you're dead now. You don't exist. And now you blame me for ever expecting it to be otherwise. Its all my fault. I should have never come to you in the first place. I should never go to you ever again. Check please. Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Monday, August 23, 2010
It doesn't hurt me. You wanna feel how it feels? You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me? You wanna hear about the deal I'm making? You be running up that hill You and me be running up that hill And if I only could, Make a deal with God, And get him to swap our places, Be running up that road, Be running up that hill, Be running up that building. If I only could, oh... You don't wanna hurt me, But see how deep the bullet lies. Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder. There's a thunder in our hearts, baby. So much hate for the ones we love? Tell me, we both matter, don't we? ...You and me won't be unhappy... |
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