Hotaru no Saiden

I cannot possibly describe this wonderful feeling. An indescribable sense of belonging, and of love. How incredible he is. Lying back so casually, far into the reaches of sleep. Warm. Forgiving. Caring. How could I have ever been so lucky? I suppose I often wonder if the trails, errors and high hurdles of the past have come with logical reason for once. That it was all meant to come to this point. Perhaps now this is my key to freedom in this life. I could lie here forever. Staring into his eyes or watching him sleep. Being able to absorb every scent and sound. I will never be able to forget this. In placement of the burned past he has given me a new future. I do not need to look back now. There is no more haunting. There are only past mistakes to learn from, That shall never be repeated again. Because I am with him. Ryan is here, for the first time. We have made it through this long void of complications. Through hardships and tears. Through moments of ease and smiles. The fruits of our long labor are the most incredible tasting. Life could be no sweeter. I am safe and happy. I have been given the most incredible gift of all. I will treasure him forever. Forever my samurai and companion. Life can now begin again. Thank you.

- Posted by Kitsu, 6:09 PM

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archives	Friday, May 23, 2003 I cannot possibly describe this wonderful feeling. An indescribable sense of belonging, and of love. How incredible he is. Lying back so casually, far into the reaches of sleep. Warm. Forgiving. Caring. How could I have ever been so lucky? I suppose I often wonder if the trails, errors and high hurdles of the past have come with logical reason for once. That it was all meant to come to this point. Perhaps now this is my key to freedom in this life. I could lie here forever. Staring into his eyes or watching him sleep. Being able to absorb every scent and sound. I will never be able to forget this. In placement of the burned past he has given me a new future. I do not need to look back now. There is no more haunting. There are only past mistakes to learn from, That shall never be repeated again. Because I am with him. Ryan is here, for the first time. We have made it through this long void of complications. Through hardships and tears. Through moments of ease and smiles. The fruits of our long labor are the most incredible tasting. Life could be no sweeter. I am safe and happy. I have been given the most incredible gift of all. I will treasure him forever. Forever my samurai and companion. Life can now begin again. Thank you. - Posted by Kitsu, 6:09 PM	ColonPipe Hyper Buddha Gorgissum Haiku Knock on the >>Sky Ebbles Miniatures