Hotaru no Saiden

That hole should be in my head, Not in the wall. I am afraid. It wasn't right. No one would defend it. It was my fault. It was an accident. The walls were as thin as cardboard. I had no idea. No one would be here to save me from the wrath that would soon ensue. Each second slams at my heart. Soon, my chest will explode into a thousand pieces. I'm blamed for seeking any excuse to run. Don't you know? Before, when I was with someone else... Had I seen then what I see now in us, I would have left. I could have stopped it from getting so far. I don't think he realizes how much I don't want to leave, But know that I should. I don't want to cause misery or harm. I'm costing him his job. School. Sanity. I say "I need to go." I need to go. Things seemed to brighten. False mylar lining. My pulse is off the scale. I need to go.

- Posted by Kitsu, 5:59 PM

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archives	Wednesday, September 17, 2003 That hole should be in my head, Not in the wall. I am afraid. It wasn't right. No one would defend it. It was my fault. It was an accident. The walls were as thin as cardboard. I had no idea. No one would be here to save me from the wrath that would soon ensue. Each second slams at my heart. Soon, my chest will explode into a thousand pieces. I'm blamed for seeking any excuse to run. Don't you know? Before, when I was with someone else... Had I seen then what I see now in us, I would have left. I could have stopped it from getting so far. I don't think he realizes how much I don't want to leave, But know that I should. I don't want to cause misery or harm. I'm costing him his job. School. Sanity. I say "I need to go." I need to go. Things seemed to brighten. False mylar lining. My pulse is off the scale. I need to go. - Posted by Kitsu, 5:59 PM	ColonPipe Hyper Buddha Gorgissum Haiku Knock on the >>Sky Ebbles Miniatures