Hotaru no Saiden

I couldn't sleep anymore. The train running by. The planes in the air. Computers humming. Landscapers cleaning up the complex. A heavy mist of lonliness. I sit up too fast. The lack of water does worse things for you than it does for the desert. I see things I should not see. Was she jealous? Who was she really? I had heard her name mentioned before. I know Ryan told me. But I can't remember. I look at the wide perspective now and realize we are both making the same mistakes. The cynicism. The short reponses. The carelessness. The lack of patience. The broken records. "It happens." "I'm sorry you feel that way." "I guess." "That sucks." "Fun." "Either way." "Well, I thought we were friends." And I, the parrot. Years of things gone wrong... When we had met, The hard edge had melted away. "I miss you too." "I love you." "Wish you could be here too." "I wish we had more time together." "It will be okay." "Soon." And I, just another crazy girl. I know how it feels. I know what you try to say. Hard to show compassion when all you have been given are stabbing wounds. Woman after woman. Man after man. Each of us. Misinterpretation of each situation. Of each argument. Based on, and stored from the past. Completion unraveled. Love analyzed. Ah, modern life.

- Posted by Kitsu, 11:55 AM

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archives	Friday, March 19, 2004 I couldn't sleep anymore. The train running by. The planes in the air. Computers humming. Landscapers cleaning up the complex. A heavy mist of lonliness. I sit up too fast. The lack of water does worse things for you than it does for the desert. I see things I should not see. Was she jealous? Who was she really? I had heard her name mentioned before. I know Ryan told me. But I can't remember. I look at the wide perspective now and realize we are both making the same mistakes. The cynicism. The short reponses. The carelessness. The lack of patience. The broken records. "It happens." "I'm sorry you feel that way." "I guess." "That sucks." "Fun." "Either way." "Well, I thought we were friends." And I, the parrot. Years of things gone wrong... When we had met, The hard edge had melted away. "I miss you too." "I love you." "Wish you could be here too." "I wish we had more time together." "It will be okay." "Soon." And I, just another crazy girl. I know how it feels. I know what you try to say. Hard to show compassion when all you have been given are stabbing wounds. Woman after woman. Man after man. Each of us. Misinterpretation of each situation. Of each argument. Based on, and stored from the past. Completion unraveled. Love analyzed. Ah, modern life. - Posted by Kitsu, 11:55 AM	ColonPipe Hyper Buddha Gorgissum Haiku Knock on the >>Sky Ebbles Miniatures