Hotaru no Saiden

The heavy pendulum drops. Pulls down my heart and I feel my eyes water. First night I’ve slept through in ages. But I’m still up too soon. It’s that illusion I have that everything would be fine. Maybe if I tried. Running in circles of paranoia. Did I fail again to immediately change? Am I such a disappointment? Am I honestly not worth the effort.. again? I’m confused. With sudden interest in me for whatever reason, There has been a bold undertaking of niceties. And yet its causing harm on some other end. Sigh, I’ll never learn. I’ll never get back.

- Posted by Kitsu, 12:12 PM

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archives	Thursday, May 05, 2005 The heavy pendulum drops. Pulls down my heart and I feel my eyes water. First night I’ve slept through in ages. But I’m still up too soon. It’s that illusion I have that everything would be fine. Maybe if I tried. Running in circles of paranoia. Did I fail again to immediately change? Am I such a disappointment? Am I honestly not worth the effort.. again? I’m confused. With sudden interest in me for whatever reason, There has been a bold undertaking of niceties. And yet its causing harm on some other end. Sigh, I’ll never learn. I’ll never get back. - Posted by Kitsu, 12:12 PM	ColonPipe Hyper Buddha Gorgissum Haiku Knock on the >>Sky Ebbles Miniatures