Hotaru no Saiden

This page is too bright. Out from the dark. Shaking a great deal. Tears might as well be blood with how sore my eyes feel. Maybe I’m lonely. Maybe I’m worried. All wasted because there is no one here and I cant do anything. It would be easier on everyone, else as much as it would me if I were left on some island. It may not stop me from worrying, but at least people wouldn’t have to hear me complain anymore. Grains of sand on a very large beach. Maybe the most crucial steps of my infanthood were ignored. Whore cares I’m too old now. Get over it. I don’t see what’s so special. I’m just a husk anyway. A little brain that depicts some sort of personality. There isn’t anything to fall in love with. Oh but I’m just contradicting and being hypocritical and double standardizing now aren’t I? Of course that would have to apply to everyone else then. I’m sorry I seem to sell you all short, I guarantee you were made to live with some spectacular purpose. After all we live in a world where we raise the mice to feed the snakes. Who of course, get eaten by birds of prey. Then they die from pesticides. But that’s okay.

- Posted by Kitsu, 4:38 AM

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archives	Wednesday, May 25, 2005 This page is too bright. Out from the dark. Shaking a great deal. Tears might as well be blood with how sore my eyes feel. Maybe I’m lonely. Maybe I’m worried. All wasted because there is no one here and I cant do anything. It would be easier on everyone, else as much as it would me if I were left on some island. It may not stop me from worrying, but at least people wouldn’t have to hear me complain anymore. Grains of sand on a very large beach. Maybe the most crucial steps of my infanthood were ignored. Whore cares I’m too old now. Get over it. I don’t see what’s so special. I’m just a husk anyway. A little brain that depicts some sort of personality. There isn’t anything to fall in love with. Oh but I’m just contradicting and being hypocritical and double standardizing now aren’t I? Of course that would have to apply to everyone else then. I’m sorry I seem to sell you all short, I guarantee you were made to live with some spectacular purpose. After all we live in a world where we raise the mice to feed the snakes. Who of course, get eaten by birds of prey. Then they die from pesticides. But that’s okay. - Posted by Kitsu, 4:38 AM	ColonPipe Hyper Buddha Gorgissum Haiku Knock on the >>Sky Ebbles Miniatures