Hotaru no Saiden

With both hands I smooth back my hair under the falling water. The tips of my fingers split my hair back into what feels like a slippery fishtail. I’m still washing out the ghost of purple dye. The main thing on my mind as the hot water sputters out of the showerhead, are a few sentences left for me. I wish I had been there, I truly did. At 5 AM I’m almost ashamed to admit I was probably having the deepest moment of sleep I had had in such a long time. Its true, my friend Roo and I, we had never met… But we have had a long and pleasant friendship. Somehow we’ve always given good advice and listened well. We’ve been there… disappeared.. reappeared.. I recall a specific moment in my life where I was kneeling down at a low coffee table. It was close to almost 3 AM and Roo and I talked As I tried to ease my mind of what I had thought at the time was a friend’s suicide. I don’t think I had mentioned it to him, but I may have. I more than likely had been through so much the previous hours I couldn’t bring myself to burden another soul. I really cant remember that much. I just remember the glow of the monitor and how still it was, save for what seemed the last two people awake. I feel awful for not having been there a few days ago, Roo. I know things are hectic with you, and I know I should blog more. Hardly anyone visits this place. I rarely have much good to say. Future seems quite dim for me here, I can only hope you are faring better. P.S. I have purple hair. P.P.S I forbid any stalking because of aforementioned purple hair.

- Posted by Kitsu, 12:34 AM

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archives	Thursday, November 17, 2005 With both hands I smooth back my hair under the falling water. The tips of my fingers split my hair back into what feels like a slippery fishtail. I’m still washing out the ghost of purple dye. The main thing on my mind as the hot water sputters out of the showerhead, are a few sentences left for me. I wish I had been there, I truly did. At 5 AM I’m almost ashamed to admit I was probably having the deepest moment of sleep I had had in such a long time. Its true, my friend Roo and I, we had never met… But we have had a long and pleasant friendship. Somehow we’ve always given good advice and listened well. We’ve been there… disappeared.. reappeared.. I recall a specific moment in my life where I was kneeling down at a low coffee table. It was close to almost 3 AM and Roo and I talked As I tried to ease my mind of what I had thought at the time was a friend’s suicide. I don’t think I had mentioned it to him, but I may have. I more than likely had been through so much the previous hours I couldn’t bring myself to burden another soul. I really cant remember that much. I just remember the glow of the monitor and how still it was, save for what seemed the last two people awake. I feel awful for not having been there a few days ago, Roo. I know things are hectic with you, and I know I should blog more. Hardly anyone visits this place. I rarely have much good to say. Future seems quite dim for me here, I can only hope you are faring better. P.S. I have purple hair. P.P.S I forbid any stalking because of aforementioned purple hair. - Posted by Kitsu, 12:34 AM	ColonPipe Hyper Buddha Gorgissum Haiku Knock on the >>Sky Ebbles Miniatures