Hotaru no Saiden

I feel my body aging every minute. Slowly, parts of me vanish. I’m losing control of my joints. My bones feel brittle. My blood is thin and slow. Sleep is far away. Always in my mind. I kept hope. Things feel so unmoving. Unchanging. I’ll be here forever, spinning ancient circles. I don’t know what I expected to find here. It all becomes lost here. I forget myself. My mind sifts dry. There is little I can do. I thought perhaps I found a warm glowing light in the distance. I thought maybe I saw a saviour. Maybe there was someone yet to be revealed to me before I disappear forever. Maybe this could be it. Honestly I don’t know anymore. I don’t know. The deep twilight in my mind soaks up the light and stifles it. It chokes. It drowns. I’m left in the wake of cold water. I’m here numb and useless. I only thought for a moment maybe I could be good. Maybe I am… Something.
I wish I would have known more to life.

- Posted by Kitsu, 11:09 PM

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archives	Monday, July 17, 2006 I feel my body aging every minute. Slowly, parts of me vanish. I’m losing control of my joints. My bones feel brittle. My blood is thin and slow. Sleep is far away. Always in my mind. I kept hope. Things feel so unmoving. Unchanging. I’ll be here forever, spinning ancient circles. I don’t know what I expected to find here. It all becomes lost here. I forget myself. My mind sifts dry. There is little I can do. I thought perhaps I found a warm glowing light in the distance. I thought maybe I saw a saviour. Maybe there was someone yet to be revealed to me before I disappear forever. Maybe this could be it. Honestly I don’t know anymore. I don’t know. The deep twilight in my mind soaks up the light and stifles it. It chokes. It drowns. I’m left in the wake of cold water. I’m here numb and useless. I only thought for a moment maybe I could be good. Maybe I am… Something. `I wish I would have known more to life.` - Posted by Kitsu, 11:09 PM	ColonPipe Hyper Buddha Gorgissum Haiku Knock on the >>Sky Ebbles Miniatures