Hotaru no Saiden

I knew when I sat in my car tonight, I knew the night I told you my nephew was born. Hell, I probably knew the night I sobbed my heart out and you didn't bat an eyelash or even bother to look at me. I knew that one day your rationality would become you. You made a hundred promises you never kept, or planned to keep I'm sure. When you cried out to me all the things you would do to keep me in your life and that wasn't rational then. And I shouldn't have believed you. I don't know how two people can co-exist in this world who are completely different where it truly matters. At least co-exist together. You wanted to leave me once already, and other times I'm sure you have never spoken of. I was never right for you. You were never right for me. It has been years coming but I think it's time. I'm so old now, all I can hope is that the inevitable cancer will eat me up and leave my husk to dry as though I was never here. I never did accomlish anything meaningful anyway.

- Posted by Kitsu, 3:54 AM

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archives	Wednesday, June 01, 2011 I knew when I sat in my car tonight, I knew the night I told you my nephew was born. Hell, I probably knew the night I sobbed my heart out and you didn't bat an eyelash or even bother to look at me. I knew that one day your rationality would become you. You made a hundred promises you never kept, or planned to keep I'm sure. When you cried out to me all the things you would do to keep me in your life and that wasn't rational then. And I shouldn't have believed you. I don't know how two people can co-exist in this world who are completely different where it truly matters. At least co-exist together. You wanted to leave me once already, and other times I'm sure you have never spoken of. I was never right for you. You were never right for me. It has been years coming but I think it's time. I'm so old now, all I can hope is that the inevitable cancer will eat me up and leave my husk to dry as though I was never here. I never did accomlish anything meaningful anyway. - Posted by Kitsu, 3:54 AM	ColonPipe Hyper Buddha Gorgissum Haiku Knock on the >>Sky Ebbles Miniatures